Mood swings

Well it’s another day at the office and boy that makes me feel depressed in itself. I get here and read my emails and get completely frustrated with people’s requests of me. Sometimes I think staff assume I have all the answers for them because it’s easier then doing a bit of lateral thinking.

Yesterday was a nice day. Laughing, in saying that can you tell I wasn’t at work. We had an Electrician try and fix our television reception problems and got a socket put in upstairs so now I can watch TV in bed if I want too. Fantastic. I left him there working because I had to be in Werribee by 1:30pm.

Mum and I went to visit Hazel. Hazel is my wedding dress maker. She is such a beautiful lady. We chatted for ages and she got to look through our wedding photos because I hadn’t managed to get to see her before now.

She asked when Marco and I were planning to have kids. She has volunteered to look after the baby two days a month for us. Yes. Already have babysitter lined up. I am not going to say no to the offer. If we take her up on the generous offer or not is another thing but the offer was very sweet. She said she would love it because she feels so close to be that she will fel like its grandmother. That’s sweet.

By the time we had left Hazel’s the weather had turn miserable and Mum and I could not be bother going shopping – even though I should have.

So last night, I went to bed early and lay in my bed watching House. It was blissful.

I hope today is a good day. Nothing seems to motivate me anymore at work. The whole vibe of the team I belong to is at a low and it doesn’t help me one little bit. Fingers crossed everything settles down in the near future.